Share your blessings if you are really grateful to the Lord!
Since January 2013, I made it a habit to count my daily blessings and misfortunes. Life is a balance of yin and yang so counting my misfortunes will help me to be realistic about what I want for tomorrow.
Food, money, good health, good relationship, my family and love are among the daily blessings that make me feel good. Blessings are meant to be shared, not hoarded. One may feel so blessed for attaining good things in life but he/she will feel more ecstatic once the blessing is shared with those who are in need.
Annoying personalities, sickness and unplanned expenses are the usual misfortunes that I encounter. Misfortunes remind me to be cool about the things that are beyond my control. Misfortunes somehow tell me that no matter how great a person is, he/she still needs God for guidance.
Proverbs 27:1 reminds me to be humble and to surrender myself to the will of the Lord because nobody knows what tomorrow will bring to us. It’s like, who am I to boast about my royal life today when I’ll be a pauper tomorrow? Or, why will I be in despair today for being a nobody when tomorrow, I will be a somebody?
I wrote about the possibility of child snatching when the two young boys in Taguig went missing in April 2, 2013. It broke my heart to know that James Naraga and Dayne Buenaflor were finally found yesterday but were in advanced stage of decomposition. An autopsy would be performed to determine the cause of death of the two young boys.
The parking lot for flood-damaged vehicle is situated near the barangay hall. I don’t think that any sane organ-for-sale syndicate will return to where they got their victims to dump their dead bodies. They would have dumped them somewhere else.
These kids went missing after playing hide and seek with the neighborhood kids. They should ask how many of them were playing at that time because nobody seemed to bring out the idea that their playmates were probably trapped in the area. Well, it will also depend upon the age of the playmates. Five year olds can provide comprehensive answers than four year olds and below. I am thinking of the possibility that Dayne and James were probably in the company of a five-year old kid when they played hide and seek. The five-year old opened the car and the three of them hid inside. The five-year old left James and Dayne and since they were young kids and probably unaware of how to open the car to exit, they were trapped.
The frantic parents were occupied with the abduction theory so they did not pay close attention to find them on the near-by areas. What a way to die of hunger and dehydration!
This news makes me more paranoid about the safety of my kids. Sometimes, we are forced by circumstances to be carefree about child care. For instance, a child falls from the stairs when the mother prepares his food, a child drowns in the tub when the father gets the shampoo, a child got lost in the market when the mother gets the wallet in her bag—these unintentional actions can cause a tragedy and therefore, must be prevented.
As a parent, do not trust the environment, do not entrust your kids to the care of other people if they are not competent of trustworthy, do not leave your kids alone, do not leave your young kids with other kids, open your eyes and mind to the possible dangers so that you can prevent it and probably react well should the worst thing happens.
My three-year and a half year-old son is enjoying school but his homeworks are setting him off the mood every weekend. Last Friday, Adi’s assignments were for the subjects Mathematics, Language and Writing. Adi loves to color but hates to hold a pencil so writing is a torture for him. His tiny fingers cannot hold a pencil well.
As usual, Adi had a load of reasons on why he should not make his homework. He pointed at the air-conditioner and complained that the room was too cold so I turned it off. I asked him to proceed with his homework. After a few strokes, he complained that the room was too hot so I turned on the air-conditioner.
He asked me to take a look at his right eye and asked me if it was red. I did not give in so he thought of another tactic like complaining that he was sleepy. I told him that he could sleep once he’s done with his homeworks. He raised his right arm and blurted out that his armpit was itchy!
Then, I remembered that he was very excited every time he gets stars from his teacher. So I told him that teacher would be very happy to give him stars on Monday if he would finish his homeworks. Like a magic word, Adi finished his homeworks enthusiastically. That was the trick, positive reinforcement. Adi was motivated to do the job because of his strong desire to take home a star or two.
I never failed to visit Charles Vath in all my years of stay in Baguio. There was something in Charles that kept me coming back day after day. Charles intimidated me on our first meeting. How could somebody so famous and big accommodate a simple college girl like me? Walking around Charles’ place was like understanding his rich past and the honors that came with it.
“Impressed?” he asked when I stood beside his antique collection.
Oh, the artistic treasures of Baguio was just within my reach!
“You could see my own printing press at the ground floor,” he said.
I wondered how did he know my penchant for books and reading materials. Were my actions and gazes too predictable or enough of a give-away to show how I was feeling inside?
Charles led me to the upper floors to read more books. He showed me an old copy of Shakespeare’s book and started to read the sonnets. I blushed and turned myself away.
The daily meet ups at Charles’ place became a routine. I would go there to make my assignments, to review for the exams and to kill time when bored. My romance with Charles Vath had a timeline and I knew that this special relationship would only last for five years; unless circumstances would force me to go beyond that.
I have yet to see another Charles Vath who would be a source of reference and hard work for students of this generation when the easier way is to click one’s mouse to google.
I have yet to see another Charles Vath who would home a region’s artistic relics and be a shelter to thousands of books.
I have yet to see another Charles Vath so big and tall; mighty and majestic.
My romance with Charles Vath ended in March 2000. If there is one place in my alma mater that I miss so much other than the Otto Hahn Building, it would definitely be the Charles Vath Library Building.
Years later, the kindergarten pupil did not become a doctor but an engineer, instead. It is a profession and a career that is very different from what she dreamed of as a kid. Nevertheless, she is happy with her work and continues to strive hard each day.
I am that kid.
I couldn’t recall what urged me to tell my teacher that I wanted to be a doctor when there was no role model that I could connect with in the first place. Maybe most of the kids want to be a doctor, anyway.
People have their own personal and professional dreams but only a handful turn their dreams into reality. Sometimes, it’s not the lack of resources that cut them off the race but rather how their attitude affects their way of thinking and their way of life.
Start your year by DREAMING. Start your quarter by DREAMING. Working on a DREAM is better than doing all those everyday stuffs that has no value in the long run.
I consider my 2013 as my awakening year; I have this paradigm shift on values, priorities, way of life and way of thinking. For the first time in my life, instead of making New Year’s resolutions, I planned my 2013 with specific objective, targets and timeline. I did my SWOT (strength-weakness-opportunity-threat) analysis and I was astounded to know in which areas I was lagging and advancing.
Overcome the obstacles. If it cannot be eliminated, have it reduced.
1. Use people resource- No man is an island and I now fully understand the value of people resource. What you cannot do, you must outsource. From a cost perspective, it is cheaper to hire somebody to do the job rather than learn the job and lag behind from the target or timeline. I used to be jack of all trades until I realized that mastering a major skill or two will keep me more value-adding than trying to juggle it all.
2. Monitor your net worth- Most of us would rather react than act on a situation especially if it concerns our financials. The less cash on hand and cash in bank you have, the more you need to keep an eye on your cash flow. Incoming cash must always be greater than outgoing cash. Else, you would end up hard up and financial independence plays a BIG role in attaining one’s dreams.
3. Ignore the people who treat you like shit- In the corporate (dog-eat-dog) world, it’s not unusual to run into some sort of a walking tupperware or a gossip monger. Keep your relationship with your colleagues on the professional level. My big mistake in my first job was to be very open about my personal life; it made me vulnerable to gossips and fake friends. I enjoy my privacy better in my current job and I don’t share my personal life with just any person. Avoid the credit-grabbers, too. You wouldn’t get too far in your current position if all your hard work are being credited to some suckers.
4. Lack of confidence kills- Believe in yourself. Nobody would appreciate you in the first place unless you believe first in yourself.
5. Burn out is depressing- A balanced work life with enough sleep everyday is like working with a fully charged energy.
Remember, dreaming is like looking at an objective in a fantasy world but working out to attain that dream keeps us grounded to reality.
You, what is your dream and how are you working on it?
It was May, 1994. All my things were packed and squeezed into the tiny compartment of my grandmother’s owner-type jeep. We drove into my grandmother’s place to say good-bye. My grandmother went out of her house to meet us. Tears were slowly building up to her eyes. She was the type of person who could hold a tear. I went out of the vehicle to hug her and kiss her. I knew that my grandmother preferred me to stay and study in a local school. I loved her so much but I just couldn’t afford to miss the opportunity to start a new chapter of my life away from home. She told me to take care of myself…ah, I was teary-eyed at this point.
It was my first time to live my life independently. It was my first time to go to Baguio. My youngest brother who was two years old at that time was seated beside me. It was deja vu last Saturday when Chariz waved good-bye to her young brothers. While we were driving up the Marcos Highway, I could feel the highland air greeting me. I was just so excited to see the city.
Forty-five minutes later, we were there at the heart of the city. Baguio did not fail my expectations. We went to the boarding house referred to by a neighbor. I proceeded to the balcony to see more of the place. The thick white fog welcomed me. My mother told me that it was fog and not smoke as I initially thought.
The whole family was with me during my enrollment. When it was time for my family to go back home, reality quickly settled in. I would be away from my family for the first time in my life. I would be sharing a room with five other strangers. I would terribly miss my family no matter how imperfect our relationship was.
I cried silently. My father saw me and tapped me on the shoulder. My mother cried, too.
“This is what you wanted eh,” she said.
I hugged everyone except my second brother and then they left. I was left alone in the room with no one to turn to. Occasionally, the caretaker would knock on my door to check on me. Since I was on a board and lodging scheme, I was burning time and hoped that the days would pass by quickly.
Kids today are luckier to have their own cellphone and computer for email and chatting; they can communicate with their families easily. During my time, I was relying on the landline for communication. There was even a time when I sent snail mails to my family and friends.
The biggest challenge was adapting to Northen Luzon’s culture and my boardmate’s peculiarity, as well. Nevertheless, I forged genuine friendships with some of them. Friendship that I treasure up to now.
How could I forget my dormmates who:
1. Lent me her necklace when I went out on a date with an ROTC officer during his Sponsorship Night.
2. Scolded me when I was being too childish.
3. Gave me sound advice about some infatuations.
4. Shared food with me.
5. Accompanied me at the Hangar Market to get my allowance.
6. Accompanied me at the bus station every time I would go home.
7. Helped me with my Technical Drawing subject.
I got a little confused about a certain book author named Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra. He is the author of the book “Don Quixote dela Mancha.” It is an old book and I remember hearing his name during a classroom discussion in college.
How should we address him if we happen to meet him? Would it be Mr. Miguel Saavedra or Mr. Miguel Cervantes? For us who are not accustomed to Spanish naming, we would commit the mistake of addressing him as Mr. Miguel Saavedra. But hey, Saavedra is his mother’s last name!
Example 1:
Mother- Leonor Saavedra
Father- Rodrigo Cervantes
Child- Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra
Notice how the father’s last name comes after the child’s first name then the mother’s last name comes in last. Confusing? That’s how Spanish naming is all about.
Example 3:
Mother- Amalia Rivera
Father- Francisco Javier Gracia Alonso
Child- Marian Gracia Rivera
Francisco Javier is treated as first name; Javier is not Marian’s father’s last name. I got a little confused years back when Marian was introduced as Marian Gracia Rivera in Jessica Soho’s “Kapuso Mo.” I thought there was an error because I was familiar with Gracia as her father’s last name and not Rivera.
My fascination with Spanish names is evident with how I named my youngest child; Francesc Rubio. Francec, though it doesn’t sound Spanish, is actually a Catalan name.
The World of Second Chances 